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Too Much Going on Me Why!!!
Update about my situation that I bet you all have wondering Where I have been and Not much showing up online. Everything went piles up on me and It went way too far and too much on me. I am trying to find a way to break into a pieces instead of Piles up on Once Time. You know what I am talking about if not I ll try to find a way to explain to you.
I have been a lot of stressful about My work. My CFO just walk out and quit on us. Our CEO couldnt handle it and Have no clue about Billing. I am only one does Billing and I cant do everything. It been bad few weeks and trying to get everything right but everyone kept quitting at the same week and same Day. It went crazy.
My daughter Jessica will having anal surgery because she is having been bleeding a lot at first thought it was her period and Found out it was in her anal. They went ahead get her test right away to check to see if any cancer etc... But it came out negitive and found out it was a lot of cyst in anal area so Doctor gave her medication (second time but first one didnt work so try different medication to see what happen) today and wait until 2 weeks to see if it work but if not then go ahead have surgery to cut it out and replace it. Ahhh The problem is we do not have any health insurance period. It way too pricy and we couldnt afford but thats part of Life anyway!
In two month She ll be graduate from high school and will moving to Arkansas Universary I do not know If I could let her go because My other girl Gone and Now Jessica will leaving for her college. Include My Son Paul will be gone to go to Iraq on 4th of March. It seem like everything take away from me. It s killing me and break my heart. I was soo embarrassing because Last week I went to Walmart for small food shopping, I cried right there while I was shopping because everything change and My kids are adult and about go on their own and It just so weird feeling inside of me and I dump cart right in middle of isle and left the store and went home and cried. I felt so stupid about that.
Our Heater been out for long time cuz we couldnt afford to pay for propane for Tank to fill up but we can handle with blanket and elerc heater for now. In our Arkansas 's weather are not that bad at this moment. We still dont have water heater yet but planning to fixing this weekend. It s soo pricy to get one part of water heater and the plumpling say need other parts ahhhh bills kept piling up.
It just went crazy and everything seem falling an apart. I do not understand why these happening to me in all once on me. I have no clue how do I handle everything. I just felt like want to Run away and never been found but Thats not right to do that and It is NOT THE ANSWER TO DO THAT.
All I need from you guys is Pray for me Just like pray for each other as much we all can do. I just want to let you all know where I ve been. I do felt guilty that I havent come to computer and havent txt msg on cell phone because It just like "run away and hide" I do not know why I felt that way. Im sorry and forgive me but I hope you all understand. I have been thinking a lot that Maybe Inside of me have not accept about my daughter death I dont know. It just kind a numb right there.
Anyway Sorry for my grammer and words are kind mix up because I am not clearly think right at this moment. I love you all
I am praying for Sinn, Jo, DDD, Deb em, Natty, Sand, Marcia, Mary and other friends and their family each day Always because I care about you all and I love you all always 7
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Comment by Deb on March 22, 2008 at 1:55pm - *Hugz* sweetie... so sorry to hear all that you have been going through. Life often times throws things at us, one right after the other...but know in your heart that if the Lord is living within you... You are NOT alone...and HE will never ever give you more than you can handle. Just trust in HIM hon... live each day for all it is worth... thank HIM for all HE has given you and ask HIM to again go with you and carry you through these trials... and HE will. I love ya sweet Cina... you are in my prayers hon...*hugz*
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Comment by PATRICIA on March 12, 2008 at 11:37pm - CINA I AM SO SORRY FOR WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH I DO UNDERSTANDWHY YOU HAVE NOT BEEN ON LINE I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IT NOT EASY TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING YOU'RE SELF IT WILL DRIVE YOU INSANE I KNOW ALL ABOUT BILLS PILEING UP BEEN THERE DONE THAT I ASK GOD TO PLEASE HELP YOU I WILL KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU AS YOU FOR ME WE SURE DO NEED PRAYERS AS WELL LIFE IS JUST GET TO US I GUESS I HOPE IT ALL GOES AWAY SOON ASK GOD HE WILL WATCH OVER US I KNOW ITS NOT EASY HAVEING A HARD TIME MY SELF I JUST TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME I KNOW GOD WILL HELP US DON'T GIVE UP SWEETIE HUGS TO YOU
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